I look strong, but that is only so people don't slaughter me for my weakness. I am aloof so that I won't get hurt. I am critical and angry because I don't want anyone to get too close. That would hurt me more when they leave.
I'll always have that hole in my heart. But I died a quick death. The kids, our parents, our entire families and God were desecrated and that is what really rips my heart out.How can that be simply forgotten?