I extinguished the fire in my hands and sat there holding the smoke. I wanted to breath it in, it was the closest thing to a cigarette that I had, and as I worried about Phoenix I really needed something to get my mind off things.
"But we can’t live in the light all of the time… You have to take whatever light you can hold into the dark with you." - A Great and Terrible Beauty by Libba Bray Photo by Nico Nordström. <-- This is beautiful, and so true.