1. take a larger house ...'repurpose' it into FIVE independent units + common area space. Have five women friends (or soon to be friends) move in ... and live in community - yet with independence and dignity. Makes great economic sense too!
Ernest Hemingway was no stranger to suffering. His writing was a coping tool to help him face the losses in his life. Both his father and brother committed suicide. If you are suffering in silence please reach out for help.