I'm not sure but this may be due to The only thing I've committed to is my marriage and well it's kinda the short end of the stick. I don't even make doctors appointments 😂😂😂💯 in about 3 yrs😂😂😂 in every sense of the word.
Do not be afraid of the future. True, oftentimes it can be very scary, but also can be filled with many more blessings than you'd ever even imagine! Just live and let God! The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek ~Joseph Campbell
People always tell me that i have a fear of commitment, but I truly don't. I have a fear of containment, and boredom, and being tied down to someone/something stagnant. I just really love freedom and movement.