(The girl who seemed unbreakable broke, the girl who always laughed cried, the girl who never stop trying finally gave up. She dropped a fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself "I can't do this anymore" ~ Unknown)
When someone asks how you're doing, how often do you answer them by saying "I'm fine?" Today may be a good day to check in with yourself. Are you being honest about your feelings? Are just trying to keep up appearances?
How to best handle everything. Sometimes I just want to disappear into the wilderness but I don't like bugs or wild animals. Perfect life laying in bed eating cake all day without gaining weight. Whatever, go to sleep and give it to God.