Our future was going to be amazing, God put us together, and I had to totally destroy it. I would suffer ANYTHING to be able to go back and not hurt you, to not betray your love and trust. I pray one day before you die you can forgive me.
Sometimes my words are not enough. Sometimes my words come out in a disastrous tsunami of sounds that do not relate. And sometimes my heart blocks my thoughts, so they do not come out accurately. Please forgive me for that.
I'm sorry for everything. I feel deeply bad. I never wanted to hurt you. I hope that you can forgive me and still continue being friends. I hope that we can still exchange letters and stuff. I'll be at peace with myself and the world around me.