No matter how freaking hard I try I'm not okay. I'm broken! I am falling apart! I am having a hard time holding on. I'm broken and I can't seem to heal. I can't do this anymore. I'm done with everything.
This is so true. And when I finally give myself a break from the normal day to day, I never want to go back to the grind. I just want to live my life happily. I want to build a life I don't need to escape from
I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. I'm truly trying to forgive and let go. I'm tired of being afraid. I'm tired of crying. I know I'm enough. I just have to reiterate that dialogue internally and focus on the good.
Please don't ask if I'm okay. I might do something stupid like open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing. I always lose the people I'm close to