Every day I hate myself. Looking in the mirror is painful. Occasionally I have thought "I look okay today" but then I go out and see so many beautiful skinny girls.Then I start to feel fat and ugly again
I want this to happen to me. I don't want to be cremated, and I want to have a grave so people can look at it and wish they had spent more time with me rather than taking it for granted. I want people to feel guilty.