I miss being so close with you. Usually I never feel this way about past friends but I truly regret the way we have drifted apart and I feel so stupid and so mad at myself for being so stubborn and letting it happen
i hate this feeling. i hate feeling like i will never be good enough for anyone. i hate crying for hours. but most of all, i hate you because you make me feel this way but I'll never be good enough for you.
They weren't best friends but still losing them felt like that and I'm not prepared to go through that again and allow though I really want to I'm a negative Nelson these days and I don't remember how to be positive