Honestly I never feel included I feel like their just my friends because they fill bad for me or don't want to be mean. I swear I feel so fucking alone around everybody. I feel like a fucking outcast all the damn time.
And when you ask for help you're told oh, you'll be fine, you're the strong one . in vulnerable moments it makes you truly question why even bother with other people. No one understands why we shut down then, and then later explode.