When people look at me I feel so insecure. When they look at me I think the give me dirty looks but I might be imagining and I feel like they laugh at me and I don't understand. I even feel like my 'closest' friends hate me.
What is precious about this is the common connection in all these people is pure, genuine, heart-energy. One too little recognized and honored.
I feel a lot of emptiness in my heart. I feel sad because I don't have a life to he happy for. So the emptiness fulfills me.