Sin (I really need to get my stupid mind to realize this. It's just so hard to not try harder when someone means so so so so much to you. I hope all my effort and waiting really does end up being worth it)
I just want you to fight for us as hard as i am. Not to fight for her friendship. But fight to keep your relationship.
Trust is a very hard thing to regain. Even if you try it's always there in the
We both could of tried harder but in many ways we both gave up on each other...i know I could of done a lot more of all those things...i will always regret that I didn't...i thought I had a chance to prove otherwise but I was fooled and blinded by how much I cared for her and didn't realize that it wasn't going to go anywhere...biggest headache I have ever felt and still feel everyday...jeff