Psalm "Whom have I in heaven but You? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but GOD is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." My favorite verse of all time.
Let it go! Is it really necessary to hold on to it? Let it go now. Its too heavy. Just let it go. You know you want to. Don't be afraid. You know you need to. You know life will get better once you do. Let it go now. Just let it go,