Because losing someone isn't an occasion or an event. It doesn't just happen once. It happens over and over again. I lose you every time. Every time I'm kept in the dark. Every time I'm outcasted. Every time I have unanswered questions.
I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.
Dysphoria is actually most commonly used to refer to a transgender or nonbinary person's feeling of unhappiness with their body or more specifically, their genitalia. <<< Is a person with Derealization and/or Depersonalization an acosmist?