It's who he was. This hit it on the nail. Even though it's been years i still can't let him go. Even though he's moved on and let me go with no after thought. But its time and I'm done breaking my own heart.
I believe that sometimes you honestly are all that you have but sometimes you get so lucky to find someone who will pick you up off the ground and when you do thats self love too cause you found someone to love you and pickup all your broken pieces