Perfect!! This is just perfect!! Idky you treat me the way you do when out of anyone in my life it's YOU who should stand beside me. My adult life all I've wanted was to have a relationship with YOU. So continue you games and your lies... Continue to hurt me... Because now you have pushed me over the edge... I still love you because of who you are to me, but I will never respect you. That from me is earned!
I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.
I feel like this! Just please make an insert about how I want to let God control things. I feel like if I control the fact that God is in control everything will be all right. I want to have a relationship that is unfathomably deep.
Someone who means a lot to me hurt my feelings real bad when I told her how I was feeling. "How can you be depressed if you're so happy all the time?" And I just shook my head and said, "you're lucky you don't know the answer to that question.