'May the stars carry your sadness away, may the flowers fill your heart with beauty, may hope forever wipe-away your tears and above all, may silence make you strong' - Chief Dan George American Indian.
Your "poor me" attitude is quite annoying. For the record people can see through you and the ones that can't are just like you. Quit playing victim and get over yourself. GET OVER YOURSELF! how many times have I said that to him!