Don't Keep Dancing with the devil and wonder why you are still in Hell. -- This is what I needed three years ago and to live every day since then. You don't need closure. You don't need an apology from anyone other than other than from yourself.
Never depend on someone else to make you happy. Only God can make you happy! Create yourself a full, happy life, seeking God and finding hobbies and ways to express your gifts, and your man will be included in your happiness, a gift from God.