Just hang on for tomorrow. Just because today is a terrible day doesn't mean tomorrow won't be THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. You Just gotta get there. Hebrews Jesus who is the same God forever, will NEVER forsake you, no matter how you feel.
ALWAYS be confident in your decisions. Live life for you. If someone doesn't like it i guess they don't have your best interest in mind. only you can make the decisions that will change your life into what you want it to be.
NO it is not a HAPPY moment. It is a terrifying moment. Happiness may or may not come later. You'll be happy if you made the right choice which you will never know in the present. Letting go can also be the most devastating thing.