Especially when i have so many amazing guys chasing me. I just need to accept reality, & move on and focus on guys who appreciate me, can't bear not having me in their lives regularly, and who want to do the work to build a healthy & lasting relationship. I was a freaking amateur & caught feelings before he showed himself worthy. Get over it.
...manchmal muss etwas losgelassen werden, damit es hinfällt und sich selber aufrichten muss, um dabei zu der notwendigen, wenn auch schmerzhaften Erkenntnis aller Beteiligten zu gelangen, um was es eigentlich geht! Hilfestellung: Geduld!