If someone else leaves me I dont know what Ill do.. By the way thank you dad (I hate calling you that) for starting all of this, its your fault why Im scared everyone will just up and leave me.. Ya know kind of how you did? On Christmas? You up and left me and my mom and my brother..
I always have to pretend Im okay, that everything is fine, that Im fine but Im not and no one will ever know because they'll always think everything is okay just from that one little smile that appears on my face.